Jun 18, 2011

Be happy.

Hi there, it's been quite some time. Since this has been my emotional blog for a while now, you know what to expect.

It's indeed been quite some time since I felt warm tears on my cheek, involuntarily damning all my efforts to remain calm and composed.

I wish you all happiness on earth.

I have never met someone like her before in my life. Never. Such a pure soul, such life and joy in a that small physique. From time to time in my life I get involved in a relationship with someone. In my case, being the person I am, I always see flaws in people--mind you, I see the most flaws in myself--but the point is I never have met someone perfect. There are always imperfections in everyone, and most of them my brain can tolerate. I perfectly understand that nobody's perfect. Not me, not my best friends, not my exes.

Be yourself, and fly high..

But then I met her. Weird--so weird. If God made a mistake, and accidentally created a human that's perfect, that would be her. And I believe God did make a mistake. I failed to see any flaws within her. I failed to hold myself back from her. And then I fell.

But circumstances didn't allow us to be.

I just told her I'd wait for her. And I told her to be happy.

And maybe, one day, I'll meet you again in the sky..

And, hey, my cheeks feel warm.

instead of all happiness on earth, 
i want you to hold me tight and never let go.

scandal issued at 12:05 PM_